So-So

Today feels so-so. I’m not sad, I’m not happy, just normal-numb feeling the whole day. A new deadline had been set for me and I cannot afford to miss it this time. If I don’t submit the document needed for my scholarship, I will go back home in no time. Though it seems stressful and I should be panicking right now, I feel nothing. Maybe, this is the initial reaction to failure, when you know that you did your best after all.

Yes, I did my best to comply. It is not my problem anymore if my professor chose to ignore my email, asking him to submit my grades. I felt bad for days, and now, I don’t feel anything at all…